Nervous

So my basic goal in life is to eventually be able to move to Australia and become an architectural photographer and do art therapy on the side. I went to Australia once when I was 17 and I was there for over a month and I loved every minute of it. I never wanted to leave and now I'm 21 and dying to go back for good this time and I want to take my dream with me. Tonight I sat here looking up several different photographers in Australia that I would love to work with. I've been writing th draft emails, thinking of all the wonderful words that I could say that would make me sound fabulous and they would be like "Oi this gal is awesome" but when it comes to hitting that send button my fingers jam up and I can't do it. But I am going to find that inner confidence everyone keeps telling me I have inside myself and push that damn send button.